Being Jealous..!!

Dunno how messed up 'tis gonna be.. Coz all my mental faculties seem soo disturbed..!!

It was juz 15 min ago that i had wrapped up watching "Shrek Forever After".. Amazing movie.. typical my shade .. juz loved everything abt it.. And can watch innumerable such movies.. 
Was in such a gleeful mood.. All set to sleep with those mystical dreams.. 


When something soo true sprung to my mind.. Nd now m all topsy-turvy.. I might sound gibberish but cant pen down the entire anecdote.. Wateva that is.. has made me envious.. Might not be the 1st tym that i'm having this feeling.. But it is one the rarest feelings i encounter.. Nd that's the reason m hating it soo much..!!

Wateva i hav in my lyf, m always more or less satisfied with it.. though Wishes are abound, plentiful, inexhaustible; still i never wanted a thing of this sort soo much in my lyf..

I do hav a "super-cool family" and "Acceptable frnds" too (no offense..!!).. I do hav loadsa fun, incomparable memories of lyftym and wat not.. But even then.. Now m having this feeling as if m missing on soo much in my lyf.. As if m juz surviving for its sake.. But not living my lyf..!! Gosh! Its maddening i tell u.. 


Why do I long for this 1 episode soo much.. (I know m making you guys wonder a lot abt wat is it, juz take it as something really huge with this fun-frnds-family thing) I know m not being desirous of anything soo impractical or outta question.. Then Why cant it happen.. Why do I have to yearn for it sooo much.. When ppl around me can hav such experiences.. Can hav such outstanding, wonderful adventurous tyms, But not me.. MUJHE BHI CHAHIYE..!! 
M not being greedy.. Juz aspiring for something since long.. Nd now i m feeling jealous of all those who might not hav wished it as passionately as me.. But still they're getting it all.. Nd m still waiting.. As if at the end of a never-ending queue... Kyun??? =(


M not liking it.. In fact m hating it.. Its a disgusting emotion.. Grievous, Dejecting, Dispiriting, Desolating.. Aaarrggghhh.. Wat to do.. It seems lyk m all companionless in this godforsaken, forlorn world.. Abhi sab ko sona zaruri kyu thaa??? Why isnt anyone awake to listen all this nuisance thatz staggering my mind.. Right now.. At 2:00 am.. Even I wanna sleep dammit..!! But nahi.. Ye saare wacko thoughts mujhe hi aate h.. That too itne absurb tyms pe..


But now that i'v started blogging.. I thought of pestering my fellow audience as well. Why should i suffer Alone.!! ;p
Actually m a bit relieved now.. Someone will read it for sure and that would mean that I'v shared it with someone.. somehow.. :)


WoW.. M loving it.. Blogging actually is a tym consuming yet appeasing means to tranquilize me..!!

Credits & Acknowledgements to the readers if you've sustained it till here..

Thanks for being a tenacious hearer.. =>

Adios..!!

To-do list > Time ..!!

Gosh..!! Tym flies unbelievably fast.. 


It was juz day before yesterday that I'd posted how 4 days went in boredom.. nd now that I'v juz 3 more days here at home, I can remember all sorta stuff to do, soo many places to visit, and soo many people to meet.. Now wishing I had a "Magic Wand" or something of that caliber to do away with everything in this span.. Coz once m back to Wardha these things would remain in my to-do list till my next visit to home.. 

Nd this tym I actually dun think i'll be back soon.. 

Ya ya.. i know u guys might be smiling with the thought that "har month toh aa jati hai.." But the next planned vacation will be in May '11.. So m thinking to stick to hostel for 4 months.. at a stretch.. 

Sounds ridiculous right?? Well it does so to me as well.. But m juz planning to cover up my attendence at collg. 

No phenomenal love for that place.. :-| Albeit Its Out of Question..!!

Anyways, I'm juz planning soo.. U never know it with me..  Coz sustaining hostel for soo long hadn't been possible in these past 2yrs.. How can i assure of it now..??

And now that I'm running out of tym, I can think soo much to write of.. But i guess i can continue it later.. Dun actually hav such a colossal fan-following yet.. ;p So i'll keep it synoptic.. 

Take care guys..

Will be back soon.. even if my audience doesn't want me to..!! :>

Bye..!!

Out Of Boredom--M Happy Now..!!

Howdy guyss??


Well I know you guys might not be as "velle" as me; so as to spare their precious tym on my small blog.. Still for those who've anyhow landed here.. 

A Giant HELLO from a Lilliput me to BANTA HAI YAAR..!!

Actually even i dunno wat m upto.. Bas its a special day.. 29th dec. 2010..  Nd i thought aaj apna 1st post kar hi dena chahiye.. So here I'm.. 
Waise "Here I'm.. The one that u luv.." is a nyc song.. I like it..!! :)

Look i haven't guaranteed on any sorta entertainment to you, so plz dun blame me if u feel lyk m wasting ur tym on this good for nothing post.. Coz i'v no experience of writing a blog yaar.. Remember 'tis my first tym..!! :)

Still lemme try tellin u somethin-

I'm home.. After 1.5 long months.. uff.. Yeah! I know u might be proud of me.. Even I'm =p

coz staying in hostel for such long periods, at a stretch, for a person as nostalgic as me, is actually a commendable task..

But the same old story continues.. Coming Home with expectations lyk m Off to Disneyland & landing up dozing @ home , 'tis awfully annoying.. x-(

Nd soo 25th, 26th, 27th, 28th.. 4 complete days @ home.. with no fun..(xcept for some "teeny-weeny" shopping) I was ought to get bored..

And then today one of mine bestest buddies aroused the Never-Born writer in me.. Nd here I'm(yet again) to pakaofy u guys.. So m not to be condemned..!! :p

SO now u got how it all started outta boredom..??

Nd m Happy Now..

Coz as i told u, its a spcl. day.. In fact vry vry spcl.

Never a wordsmith, but a long-lost wish is being fulfilled with this blog today..

Though is it gonna die Or stay alive is still in dubiousness.. But i hope this 1st post remains alive.. As a souvenir of this DAY.. =>

And contemplating my lyf, i guess the forthcoming days of boredom.. perhaps till new year(coz i'll b home till then) will nudge me to further update this blog.. with some more bulletin on my life..

Till Then..

 Signing out..

Its me Vanshika..

Gudnite   guys..

Toodle-oo..!!